What I wouldn't give to go back to Bar Night Season!! The rigorous practices, Frat/Sorority bonding, getting to hang out w/ Randi everyday!! This is and always will be, one of my fondest memories!
Love, Lili
What I wouldn't give to go back to Bar Night Season!! The rigorous practices, Frat/Sorority bonding, getting to hang out w/ Randi everyday!! This is and always will be, one of my fondest memories!
Love, Lili
Pistons pooped out! 


Troy and I after MTV Barnight (Greek Week Dance competition)
Aaaaand....to be young again! I had so much stamina back then . . . in terms of going out! Sure, I can bust out 8 miles and am not old in that sense - but when it comes to going out to the bar, I'm such a grandma. What happened?! Getting old is no fun. My friends and I could get away with so much. Now, I need to be mature and responsible. Once in awhile I wish I could just act like I did back then. I guess that is what the Landshark is for. The Landshark was our (my friends and I) bar of choice at MSU. I know I can go back there at 30, and act like I'm 21 again. I can't wait for that! Well, not to be 30 . . . but to go back in time. 
Good morning New York! This is what I saw this morning. This is what I see every morning I run along the Hudson (which is most days). I used to despise running . . . but with a view like this, how can I?! It is so relaxing. Just me, my music, the pavement, the rising sun, and my thoughts. Running puts me at ease. And with studs like these volleyball players around . . . who wouldn't want to go running by them! ;)
I should change my music more often. This will help me with my challenges on Nike+ (http://www.nikeplus.com/). Right now I am signed up for 5 different races.
1- Who can be the first to 60 miles (I reached 60 today!)
2- 4 Weeks til Christmas - I'm No# 5 out of about 25. But those who live in a warm climate have an unfair advantage. I can run when there is ice and snow on the ground . . are you kidding me?! The guy who is winning - his last run was 17 miles! I can't log that everyday. So, I'm happy w/ fifth place right now. :)
3 - Steeler Fans Only
4- Big Ten vs SEC - BIG TEN is winning!! of course!
5- Fastest 3 miles - I just joined this challenge today. The first place guy is 3 miles in 22 minutes. Usually I do between 23-26 . . so with a little work - I can beat him!
I encourage anyone who likes to run, or wants to start running, to purchase the Nike+. It tracks how far you go, how many calories you burn, your pace, and you can race others from all over the world on Nikeplus.com! Aaaand. . . . when you record a new personal best for the mile, burn an enormous amount of calories, among other accomplishments - Lance Armstrong or Paula Radcliffe will congratulate you. :)
Love, Lili



Why do people live in the past? I've encountered a few bumps in the road recently and they all involve past experiences. Now, I'm not one to point fingers or judge - I myself tend to think of things that have happened in the past and let them control my life. I tend to dwell. But, being aware of this has helped and I am making a conscious effort to live in the moment. You should be aware of your past and let it help you in the future - but it shouldn't control your future! What is the point of dwelling on something that can't be changed? You just create all of this negative energy and emotions toward something that doesn't exist anymore. I know it is easy to live in the past. It is easy to be unhappy. It is easy to look at others as the cause of your unhappiness, when you really should be looking in the mirror. But most people, won't like what they see, so they don't look. They don't look and they continue to be miserable. I wish people could realize how much better life becomes once they face their problems - whatever they may be. Maybe it's a past relationship that is hard to let go of. Maybe it is someone who needs to be forgiven. Whatever the case may be, it needs to be dealt with. It's in the past, therefore, it isn't real anymore. Stop being upset over something that isn't real! Stop letting something that doesn't exist anymore control your life and relationships with others! I promise you, once you stand up to this you will be free! A huge burden will have been lifted off of your shoulders and your life will fall into place. All of the pieces will come together and you will be able to sit back, relax, and watch everything unfold into something great!
Trust me, I've done it. Once I stopped blaming all of the pathetic assholes from my past - mostly high school kids - I was finally able to free myself of all the problems I was having. (I say ALL sounding like I'm this troubled person - I'm not. I have had a very great life - there have just been a lot of challenges as well) There was a time when I was constantly reliving my high school days when people called me fat, told me to lose weight, and made fun of me for other ridiculous things. I always went back to that time and saw them as the root of my troubles. Once I realized I was doing this to myself - as hard as that was - a lot of good things started happening. I stopped living in the past, in a time that wasn't real anymore, and now deal with any problem by pointing the finger at myself first. I feel so much better! And so will you!
Love, Lili
