I am completely at a loss. I am determined to not go months between posts - but I don't know what to write about. I constantly have thoughts and ideas racing through my head - just not sure which ones to pull out and share with you.
Last night someone asked me to tell them a story. I couldn't think of a story to tell. I have so many good ones...but came back with nothing! :( All the good stories were buried in my mind - which are difficult for me to dig up. I don't know the quickest way to tap into the subconscious part of my head just yet...I'm working on it though! I still need some sort of trigger to remember a story and to tell it. My story situation is almost like when you run into someone you don't care for and you want to tell them how you really feel. Not until after they walk away does the perfect comeback or response come to you. It's probably better that way. I'm sure I would regret any negative remark I made to someone. I don't like to stoop to that level. Those types of thoughts are better left unsaid and better left alone. In the past I have been a dweller. I would dwell on the negative or things that didn't go my way - not anymore. What a waste of time! Dwelling doesn't do anything but attract more of whatever it is your dwelling on into your life. I don't think people realize how powerful their mind is. If you think you don't have a chance at something - you don't. You just set yourself up for failure right there, thinking like that. I guess you can say it is like "The Secret." Most people have seen, read, or heard of The Secret. I am finishing up a book from the library called, "Understanding Your Subconscious Mind." It was written in '63. It is the same exact concept as The Secret. I truly believe everything and am going to practice what it says. It's funny how a new spin on this story and a bit of marketing can turn an age-old idea into a multi-million dollar product. Damn, I wish I would have read this book 10 years ago!
Love, Lili
